nth much did happen to me today...bored.
went church.blah blah blah.
Didn't get to go cs.haih.
Ah gong b'day.All of his daughters forgot about his b'day.It passed like a few weeks ago...
He's so angry...even say bad words infront of the kids.uh-oh.
We took him to OnKee anyway...at least that cheered him up...zz
That cute lil doggie went home already...i have no dog to talk to.Bye Tinkerbelle.
Altough she shitted again before she went home.ish.

Oh well.I'll go look for Brownie.He's much cuter.

I bet everybody is too tired today...All go Mass cpr.Nobody on9 de...ish.
Not quite in the mood to blog seh..eee.
I still want to watch Twilight.argh.Wait for me ok?!



*Run baby run *

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Wahaha.

2nd Japanese class today.Quite nice.Hiragana vry hard.
And i love this word. OTOTOI!
It just makes me laugh.I duno why.haha.funny.
I'm thinking why cn I laugh at this type of thing but i'm still laughing.
I'm getting more n more crazy.help anyone?

Today i started to talk to that cute little puppy.
My goodness.
Lonely people keep cats and talk to them.And what happens to talking to dogs?har?

Really bored today.

Weiqing wants to go Cs.Again.
Maybe we'll go on monday!Nichi Yo bI.
But we have tuition pulak.Let's go cs and come back before 5.30pm.hahaha.
Straight go tuition after cs.how nice!
Let's invite mr.tan also.hahaha.
I want to watch Twilight.Anybody wants to watch movie with me?lalala.
Heard that movie not bad leh.


*Edward & Bella*

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You won't care ler only.

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damn it.damn it.damn it.damn it.damn it.damn it.damn it

RETARDS.FUCKTARDS.STUPIDTARDS.DAMN WADEVR TARDS!


pissed off..


oh well.forget it.


ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

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Yesterday.
1st time going for japanese class yesterday. Quite fun.I started off like a kindergarden kid in japan.So damn hard to write seh.Pity those kids in japan...

Today.
My nice border of my bloggie is gone.Sad.I tried so many times but it still doesn't work.Damn it.
Another thing today...so many people is not free today.Make me damn bored.I only went to write about almost 100 times of A I U E O in japanese.I played with the lil cute puppy that shitted on the road n peed in my house.Shes cute anyhow.I played Pokemon Wii .all i get to do was to press the buttons and look at the monsters fight.ok.boring.I feel like going to see the dentist.Get Braces!Crazy me.I already have nice teeths.hahaha.

Tomorrow.
2nd japanese class.PLay with the dog again?Pokemon Wii again?sien.
Tmr change.Tomb Raider Wii.Much better.




*Why can't you see?*

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Hello....
Can anybody help me with my blog bg har...
walao eh.I was so happy ytd i got this niceee blog skin and now poof! the pic is gone.
ish...that stupid host...duno wad happen to it also.argh.

anybody help?

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woot.new skin again.


a new starting.new me.new. new.haha.


imagine you peel off ur own skin and and put on another and scream "my new skin!!!"


just like a snake or crab moulting...hahaha.im crazy.im insane.





anyway...december is going to come and by the end, PMR results come and so does my birthday!


so...i decided to change a new blogskin.altough it's a stupid reason.just face the fact that i'm too bored.it's still kinda under construction...so wait!


it's weird and funny how i can blog so much about a new blog skin ya.ok.STOP.





About my day.


My lil cuzzie came to my house for a sleep over and brought a cute lil puppy along.


That ShihzU really grown alot...Maybe post a few pictures 2mr...hahas...so cute!

My mom is freaking out.hahaha...



Anyway..I downloaded so many of Taylor Swift de song today...

Must listen!! 1.Love Story 2.You Belong With Me 3.Change 4.The Way I love You.

Super nice de lorh!!



*Satisfaction*



******************************************************************************



Ok.If all the girls in this world we're just the same...Why don't you boys simply pick one and go marry her or something.Same only mah!Don't be choosy!They are all the same.And you might as well go marry some robots.Robot even better right, they do everything for you...listens to you..doesn't throw tantrums...complete with systems that you can adjust of your liking, the girl of your dreams.Isn't it great?It's in an affordable price too!You don't even have to woo her.Don't have to worry too much.Just push the ON button and go to SETTINGS.Choose the type of girl
that you like.TADAA! Done.

So nice right!

*Due to Adrian's request, the robots girlfriends are also available in Wife mode.
** Another request of Adrian, : For those guys who might be gay, robot husbands are available in stores from now on!

Damn nice de!



Ok...Guys out there,this is a fictional stuff.You want one robot girlfriend, go invent one yourself...
Cheers!^^



*Can't you see that i'm the one who understands you most*?

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i duno what to blog.
damn no mood.
haih.

sad.

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Yo~ Im back~~

Hmm..Quite fun in Taiwan..walked alot,ate alot, drink alot, gain weight alot oso.sob.

bought so many things sia...*happy*

I walked so much n found a Hello Kitty rubik's cube.lolx.so nice.

Walk until leg swollen oni find tio in Si Men Ting de k..

The food there...nice lorh...I love Fried JiPai~
I don't like Ah Bian~

The weather thr damn cold de lorh...Speacially Dan Shui...strong wind...Thn sien lorh.I oni bought 2 not very thick jacket.No wind breaker.Shit.12 degrees k...plus strong wind...
I wore both together..so i looked like a ba zang in every picture.

All the girls there so pretty.Make me zi bei.Seesh.

Overall,nice trip.Back to the stuff in the week before i left in the nxt post.

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藤井树的。

雨天是因为这世上又发生了一次轮回，类似谁又爱上了 谁，因为又放弃了谁，而失去了谁，因此生命不再为谁。



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That was a long post.And here comes the 2nd post.This time it's your part of the story.
And by this time, you would be thinking, am I that bad?You were the one who hurt me first!
Yeah, i admit that.That why there's this post.
I know i hurt you.But you did that to me too.It's that revenge?Or it is just something you've done unlikely for you to know?

You think that you have equally given a lot .Or even more.Yeah, i don't deny that.
You have suffered alot of pain for me.Yeah, I don't deny that.
You've cried for a girl the 1st time for me.And not even once.Yeah, i don't deny that.
You've been trying very hard to be perfect for me.Isn't it?

But,there's always a BUT from me.That always push you down.
But,I always turn you down.That makes you feel sad.

I often neglect you.I make fun of you.I just keep quiet and don't talk,That makes you confuse of what i am thinking.I mix with a lot of boy friends.You get jealous.I think.And after all of that, maybe you just got used to it and stopped trying.It's my fault too.Can't blame you.It was always my fault.

You feel its unfair for you.I'm right?

I don't know what to continue on.You continue the story yourself.
By the time your reading this post, maybe it's tonight.Maybe i'm in Taiwan.
Or just maybe you won't read this both posts.
I don't know what and how to talk to you anymore.Sorry lorh.





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tomorrow leaving for taiwan ler...miracle didn't happen.well...waited for 2 weeks.maybe it just won't happen.follow adrian de logic.let God decide.sien.

really no mood.shouldn't have sent that message.that question.it feels like his having second toughts too.but maybe he doesn't think that his giving me that feeling, if i'm correct.Don't you think so?As time passes, things change, and so does the tought.
What you said in the past are only memories for me.Am I correct?

It's ok, you can deny everything.
Cause i don't know what your thinking.I'm just guessing.Just like everytime you told me to.

What ever happened to" I'll be the one you can rely on." ?
What ever happend to" take care of you always." ?
And what ever did happend to "No matter sad or happy,healthy or sick,i will always be there for you and with you.Altough certain things i can't promise you, but i will do what i promised you.You shall never cry for me again."

I feel like punching myself in the face when i remembered all of this.
It just seemed like a bunch of crap.You told me this on a piece of paper.You were busy then. I didn't stop crying even after you gave me that note.
But after sometime, i lost all my tears.I stopped crying.Crying it's something really strange i would do by now.

You would tell me that your busy cause of a on9 game.
You would put me aside when you have your buds.
You would only come find me when you need me.
You would call me a retard.
You would not even give me a thank you as if what i did was all the reason for you.
Here's your chart of importance: 1.St.John Amb.
2.St.John Amb. Buds.
3.Your Buds.
4.JJ lin
5.Mapling.GTA.WADEVER.
and lastly.ME.(that wadevr guy who does thing for you.)

Like I said, You can deny everything.But before that,you can try and flash back a bit of yourself
in BEFORE N AFTER.See if i'm wrong.If i'm wrong, It's ok.Blame me.I don't care anymore.Yeah,if your thinking" Why are you so calculative about the past?"
If you don't like it, well shut up.And if you think that this is not the girl who LOVES YOU MORE THAN YOU DO, GO AWAY!SCRAM!!

As im writing this blog post,i bet you are having a great time with your friends.Lucky i didn't go yeah.Have fun.



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One must be selfish in order to self protect.

what kind of shit logic is this?You dont have to be totally selfish to self protect k.
Damn it.Selfish does not equal to self protect.You even hurt people by being selfish.
When you don't give, how are you going to gain?
You don't want to give, and you expect people would give it to you?
Use your brain please.Thank you.


灵魂就象一块蛋糕, 当你爱过一个人，你就会分出一部分的灵魂给他， 像是蛋糕剥去了一小片；
如果他也爱你，那么他就会分出一部分的灵魂给你，像是给你一小片蛋糕。这一来一往之间，那一小片蛋糕的施与受，总是会让你的灵魂恢复原状。但如果你爱上的人并不爱你，那么你的灵魂就会出现缺口。因为给出去的永远要不回来。

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Not in a good mood today.
My brain not functioning properly today.
Sick.

心情不好。
脑袋有问题。
又病了。



三明治你个木瓜汁！
Damn it.

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Suddenly super no mood.

Im too easy to be cheated.Damn it.Damn.Damn.Damn.Damn.Damn.

From today onwards, whoever cheats me will pay.

I know i belive in people easily.But no more.

Im too kindhearted.太心软.TODAY, NO MORE.

Im sad.Im angry.Im confused.It's complicated.

From now on, here's the new Vanessa.

NOT IN A GOOD MOOD.

去你的担担面！！！！！




今天起，绍琪变了。

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This holiday is getting a little fast now...And yesterday i was grudging about how slow does it go.
Adrian left Jb to Kl yesterday.Bye Adrian!Well, get a life there.for goodness sake.

Don't know if I'll transfer schools next year.Well..erm..hope i can chg schools.
Altough I'll miss Zup Zup,St.John, Pn.Soh,My house, My bed.Nothing more le bah?
Ok.I'm ready to transfer anytime.The further the better.Penang Girl's School!Far enough?




Im leaving for Taiwan next week.


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Im waiting for midnight now...

I'll post this on 00:00.And this will be the 1st post for tomorrow...

Im really bored here...Haih..
really no mood to blog.
Ive been thinking weird things again. my goodness.

Let me scold a bit and let out my frustration a bit.

苹果你个西瓜！
吃大便啦！
桔子你个菠菜！
臭白罗卜！
酸白菜！
死木瓜！

haih.enuf liao.sien.

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Since the moment i woke up today...I didn't want to wake up.
The weather is so nice...cold cold de..Vry suitable for sleeping.
Or maybe i just don't want to get out from my dreamland.
Im so suitable to live in dreamland.I love sleeping.Maybe that's why i enjoy sleeping so much. I spent at least 8 hours sleeping everyday..Maybe more...Thats 43800 hours.120 days.
It's much better than the reality...

I've been Waiting for the miracle that would not happen.For weeks.It's not vry long, but it feels long.Damn it.Why can't I control time and make it go faster?And then i can end my day faster.And go sleep again.

I feel stupid, but I'll still continue doing it.I don't know why.It's stupid.I know.
I waste almost 12 hours a day doing it.Is it 12 hours?I forgot le la.


Anyway...today is counted as my first day of school holidays...Monday.
This holiday is too long...A day of 24 hours would become 48 automaticaly.
Maybe..it's because without friends, without school, without teachers, etc.
Plus the guy that you miss so damn much and you can't see them.
For me, It's..either of them.Ish..zz
Dammit.

Caused by the boredness, i have this habit of counting days...counting..everything.
I count how much i sleep one week.
I count how many pulses i have today.
I count how many times i listen to a song.
I count how many foot steps i take a day.
I count how many hours a year.
I count how many times i press the tv remote.
I count how many hours i spent infront of the computer dazing.

I do these effin weird stuff cos i have nth btr else to do.

Post another post ltr bah.

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No mood now...Haih...

Where are these people that tells you that they love you very much go when you need them?
They are all gone when you need them.Why does this happen neway...Ish..And you always have to be right there when they need you.What shyt logic lai de?I hate this rule.Non of them would stand up for you.Or did they?No.they didnt.SHYT this too.

They say they will be always there for you.CRAP.
They say they will always stand up for you.Crap.
They say they will always care for you.Crap.
They say they will always love you.Is this CRap too?I think so.
Everything was made up.It was never reaL.Is it?I really hope everything i wrote was fake.
I rather live in the fake world. Prevent myself from being hurt in reality.

I rather live in NeverLand.Fly with Peter Pan.Play with TinkerBell.Never grow up.And just live in my own fairy tale.Say liao, FAIRY TALE.

Cinderella's story is NOT going to happen on me.I know.Im not Cinderella.Im Vanessa,so be back Vanessa lar you.

WTH.why am i writing all these crap?Nvr mind.I'll write about more day dream fairt tales nxt time.I think.

Haih.I miss you too.lolx.siao.



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Woke up early today...went church...PLayed with kids..

And then..Tc.sien dao...Haih...

Ate Baskin Robbins ice cream.This time it made me hate Baskin Robbins.I don't know why.

Don't want to talk about it.Damn it.

I gave up TWILIGHT at Harris.So thick,RM35.50.Wait for discount first.



So many unhappy things happend lately.Not on me tough.

Adrian leaving,thn he dilemma.Wq stubborn.Darlie** cried for two days.But her eyes still nice.

Siang got flu but nobody noticed.Suresh is vry bored in India,and he misses Us.My sis got scolded by my mom cos of a piece of chocolate.My mom got pissed off by shytie facial service.



Why is everybody unhappy?Don't know?

This is my blog.Why am i Talkin about other people?

Nvr mind.Talk about myself later.

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The miracle.It didn't happen tonight.Maybe tomorrow?

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2nd POst...
A bit happier post.


Today me,WeiQing,KhaiXiang,LerLing, and OiYee went to BAMBINO~~
Haha...I love it there...Such nice food~~
I ordered a Alfredo Mushroom Set..Yum Yum**
Weiqing ordered a Spaghetti...With Red Sauce de..Forgot the name..
KhaiXiang...Baked Mac N Cheese..I think..
OiYee n LerLing had the same thing...Baked Chicken Tori Katsu..haha..

I loved the Mushroom soup...so nice~ Altough it's a bit lesser than the last time i went..>.<
Aiya..People have to cut cost de right...Oh well.

Lols...After we finished..We talked so much about the Past and Future stuff...
Don't know why suddenly start the conversation also...weird...who started it also har?
OH WADEVR. I Forgot.
Laughed non stop...Don't know why again..

Neway...I finally finshed my 夏日之诗 today~
thats something to be happy about...
Sumore..Siang today weird weird de....怪人。

Ok..thats for now.
Nah.Finish liao la.


为什么受伤了还要受惩罚呢?

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Bored.
Fun.
Hot.

Today's the last day of school...Yay?

Damn pissed off by that stupid COBRA.Ish...I totally suspect her of taking our class fund!!!
We went to find our class treasurer,Baiti a few days ago...We asked her if the fund was with her...we wanted to have a class party...And she said IT WAS WITH THE TEACHER.

And today.We went to look for THE TEACHER for the money.And you know what she said?'

Cobra: "Har...?The money...I told Baiti to buy somethings.."

Me:"What thing teacher?Baiti said that the money is with you."

Cobra:"No..Ugh..I told her to use it to buy sumtin.."

Me:" BUY WHAT??" my OS."WTH LA U.BUY WAD SHYT?"lucky i nvr say..zz

Cobra:"Buy those decorations needed for your class larh....."

Me:" I tought we have RM70 after the competition." agn my OS was"WTH?SHYT U!!!!"

Cobra : "............"

Since she was the teacher..I didn't want to fight with her..Altough i am mad.
Me n KhaiXiang just walked away...I was cursing her after we went away.
DAMN.Since i learnt a new word a few days ago..I think im gonna use it now.
Damn you STUPID COBRA!!YOU STUPID RETARD!!!OR YOU WADEVR TARD!!!
WALAO.OWN STUDENT DE MONEY ALSO WANT TAKE...SHYT YOU!!!
U RUINED OUR CLASS JAMUAN.DAMN YOU!!
ARGH!!!!U sTUPID TEACHER.NXT YEAR U TEACH ME AGAIN I SWEAR I'M GONNA WRITE A LETTER TO THE PRINCIPAL.AND THEN MAYBE TO THE M.O.E!!!
No nid be teacher liao u.

END of the irritating teacher post.

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Maybe the boredness made me went physcho...

I have to find something to do ler la..

Im so gonna go for ice cream later.

ish.fat.

OH WHATEVER.

Anyone please bring old vanessa back?=)

Labels: ice cream.

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Rainy.
Cold.
A bit lonely.

I am so bored today...slept for so long eh.haha...
IM not going to school tomorrow again...wakaka.not quite excited about it larh.
im so gloomy today.very bored.

Read Hiyawu's Book... 夏日之诗...whole 5 hrs in the dewan.sien lorh..

Haih.being left behind this whole day.He didnt even looked at me when he had his buds.
Ish.Can i just walk up and slap people?I think it would be fun to slap people like that.

My mom just called the japanese teacjer..
Startin next week i think...duno how will it be..
im so slow in learning..the teacher might go crazy leh.=p

ok..nvr mind..i shall work hard n strive fr my fluency in jap.

weiqing,yiyong,n you.
i miss all of you.>.<

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Woohoo...another new skin.my journal bloggie skin.
hmm...i like it.haha.

anyway...i woke up late for school today...very late.
nobody woke me up today..can't blame me right!!=p

Went to CS with a bunch of ppl yesterday.Skipped school.
Everyone did.haha.Went there and watched THE COFFIN.
Not very nice lor...Weiqing and Lerling freaked out beside of me.
I was laughing at them most of the time.lolx.funny.
For me..the whole show was like...pretty disgusting...
Blood here blood dere...eeek.it didnt scare me much larh...
it disgusted me.

JiaYi and Adrian went out half way.lolx.but they came back also larh.

Went to buy the gift fir adrian with weiqing...
walk until my leg pain.at last..we bought sumtin quite nice lah.
Wonder how weiqing gave the gift to adrian.**i didn't go school today k.

Ok.I'm finished here.Off to lunch.

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I'm bored leh...wants to go out to play badminton...but i just don't seem to get moving...

i don't know why...wth...



What's with me knowing how to solve the rubik's huh?does it even bother you?

If you think that Im a retard..So just go away la.Think urself like so smart isit..

I scored Straight A's.Did you ?huh?Wth.Yeah,im blur at times.andf i tend to act crazy.



SO WHAT?



Calling other ppl a retard doesn't make you any SMARTER.

By doing that,your just stepping on someone just to show that you're least stupid.

Argh.Why do ppl lyk dis exsist har?Stupid.





I was fuming already lorh.You can still smile.argh.Sumor you were saying:





"EH,Can You stand still or not?Don't move. "





Just for WHAT reason i have to listen to you har?I just don't get it.

You even played with my winnie the pooh bottle.wth.forget it.



Don't you understand what is PLEASE,THANK YOU AND SORRY?

WTH.



ok.nvm.i'll forget abt it.AGAIN.





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