Since the moment i woke up today...I didn't want to wake up.
The weather is so nice...cold cold de..Vry suitable for sleeping.
Or maybe i just don't want to get out from my dreamland.
Im so suitable to live in dreamland.I love sleeping.Maybe that's why i enjoy sleeping so much. I spent at least 8 hours sleeping everyday..Maybe more...Thats 43800 hours.120 days.
It's much better than the reality...

I've been Waiting for the miracle that would not happen.For weeks.It's not vry long, but it feels long.Damn it.Why can't I control time and make it go faster?And then i can end my day faster.And go sleep again.

I feel stupid, but I'll still continue doing it.I don't know why.It's stupid.I know.
I waste almost 12 hours a day doing it.Is it 12 hours?I forgot le la.


Anyway...today is counted as my first day of school holidays...Monday.
This holiday is too long...A day of 24 hours would become 48 automaticaly.
Maybe..it's because without friends, without school, without teachers, etc.
Plus the guy that you miss so damn much and you can't see them.
For me, It's..either of them.Ish..zz
Dammit.

Caused by the boredness, i have this habit of counting days...counting..everything.
I count how much i sleep one week.
I count how many pulses i have today.
I count how many times i listen to a song.
I count how many foot steps i take a day.
I count how many hours a year.
I count how many times i press the tv remote.
I count how many hours i spent infront of the computer dazing.

I do these effin weird stuff cos i have nth btr else to do.

Post another post ltr bah.

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