I'll have to go somewhere else. Alone.


I've applied for a student exhange thing . I'll be receiving from them where I'd go within the next two weeks. F.y.i, my parents don't know about this. Just in case I don't get to go. If I get to go, I'll just tell them the day before it. Don't know why, but I just don't feel like telling them about it.
The urge of running away is rising in me again.

I have the adrenaline rush to do something and put myself in danger.

I'd ought to do something dangerous. Escape.


And now, It's okay to be alone.
Walking home alone isn't that scary anymore.
I used to go crazy when there is nobody with me. But now, it's all okay.
I used to not stand not getting attention from other people. And now, it's okay.

I truly hope this will be a good thing. Maybe, It is.


Now, should I hang a board on myself in order to get people coming for Free Hugs?


*Huggies?*

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