I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let 'em out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken.


That was what I thought err...Until today morning.

And this is what I think now :
I've got to run away.I can not stay here anymore.This is terrible.I should run away to Far Far Away Kingdom.Maybe a million miles a way from here. A place more familliar.I have to run.I will run and never look back.I fell down really hard, and I'll stand up again.

Gah. Someone save me.
If anyone of you is escaping, bring me with you.
I would want to go somewhere else. Somewhere like, Mars.

I've never been this nasty. It's all your fault.

SO RANDOM.

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