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date: Wednesday, 15 April 2009
time:20:34
Oh Gee. I'm getting bored of this blogskin already.It's only back for 2 days. Oh my.

A change would be nice. If I have time for it. ish.
How can I say I don't have time when I'm typing crap here?

I'm having a mental break down here. I don't even know why.
Everything is going so crazy for me. GAHH.

My parents aren't agreeing with whatever i say, and not giving me any support on what I do.
Okay, so what if I did wrong, can't they at least please say it in a nice manner and not to hurt me?I sat on the floor and cried over a stupid thing my dad said. Is this crazy or something?

I get very worked up easily these days, so please please, bear with me a little kays?
To all my friends, If i don't reply you quick enough when any of you call me, I'm being somewhere else.I'm wondering and wandering around.
I'm so frustrated. Very frustrated. OH- SO- VERY FRUSTRATED.
And the point is, I don't know why am I sooooo Frustrated.
This sucks.

How I wish I can run to the beach or a really deep hole to scream and shout my lungs out.

Things haven't been all smooth for me for the first four months of Form 4.
I'm like a little kid being in an adult's world. I don't understand what's happening.
Everything seemed to be so different.

I have so many questions that will never have answers.
The only thing i could ask is only Why?
Because I was too not brave enough to ask.
I thought i won't be wanting to know all of it. But I do.

I'm only brave on the outside.Not all the way through.
I'm not as strong as you think of me.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

Vanessa is so dead.

-失去的灵魂,就再也要不回来了-


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