BOOOOOO !



It sucks majorly to walk alone back home. UGH.
That bloody school bus went away without picking me up. AGAIN.
I ended up walking home ALONE. AGAIN.

Walking home on your own makes the 15min distance feel like it was an hour.
seesh. Should have went with szehao they all. But I have tuition. DAMN.
And it's so hot today...It would have been better if i walk home drenched wet.
At least my face won't feel the burn. SEEESH.
It's scary to walk alone on the road too.After what happend to Vivian,it's even scarier. *Trembles*
What if somebody walks behind me and snatches my bag? OMG.
They'll be stupid to think of even abducting me. Ms.Lo said it would cost them a lot of nuisance and money .And I don't know why she said that. Vanessa is such a good girl.
Oh well.

I sure hope that I won't need to walk home alone leh. IT SUCKS. sob.

You bloody school bus.Wait for me a while will die is it?

And hor. I really think that dates that are related with 3 and 5 are really very anti-lucky for me lorh. GAH. I tought only Friday the Thirteen sucks. But today, Friday, April 3rd. Eff.

List of unlucky-ness.

1. I somehow got off with the BM oral test I'm supposed to have today which I've been so annoyed about and memorizing the stuff by using my precious sleep.It doesn't count as something lucky because I prepared for it and WeiMing helped me with it.
2. I think I got gastric problems already. Causes are not eating breakfast and dinner on time. It's soo painful! Shit this too. =(
3. I still got sunburnt altough I had all my face covered with sunscreen. Stupid sunscreen.
4. My bus got away without even waiting for me. And I had to walk home alone. AGAIN.
5. My friends went to Convent for some lawatan and I had to go for tuition. BAKA.
6. And also, I lost my voice again.
7. I've been super duper not myself and muddle headed.
8. Everything is going deja vu!!

sob sob. Is it purely coincidence or I'm just being severely lacking in good luck recently?Nothing went well for me for these few months.The starting of 2009 wasn't nice to me at all.I've been through some of those worse days that would probably happen to me during all my secondary school life.I think.And it ain't getting any better.It's happening the other way.I can only pray that my life would change a lil.As long I can get away from all the suey-ness.

And a week passed so quick this week.It's what I feel tough...How do you feel then?

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday,Friday, and its Saturday again.Sunday, and everything starts all over again.This is such an unhealthy cycle. 恶性循环 is what we call it.

You study and study all the week.My life began to be so ... systematic? Everyday, I face so many homeworks.I have to stay back until 2.30pm in school for classes for almost everyday.I reach home about 3pm then.That is if the school bus leaves without me.Reach home, I bathe, eat, rest, and do my homework.And afterthat, tuition. It's going on and on like this for the whole week except for Tuesdays and Sundays. It's tiring. Very tiring.But at least it keeps me away from bad stuffs. Hahas. * Mengelakkan diri daripada terjebak ke dalam gejala negatif.*

Funny.I can blog soo much here about my toughts and go blank when teachers ask me to write an essay or ask me about my opinions.Hopeless. Maybe Im just good on ranting what I think. Agree?

Why is time running away? But no point sulking about it also...It doesn't wait for anyone.

Bill Gates says: Life is not fair. - get used to it.

*Maybe I'll just stay some where far from you, that you won't see me. And I'll love you from there. Yeah. Right there. LOL.* - says Vanessa.

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