Don't know what happend to me today.I'm just freakin crazy, and cry after i laugh.
I find myself scary doing that also.Don't know untill when will this go on.I'm not as tough.
I suck in my life.I've never made any good decisions in my life.

I just hope that this time, my decision will be right.
At least someone is happy, isn't it?
That's good enough...i think.

And OH MY GAD. I took such time and braveness to make this decision kays.
Sigh.I chose to give up.I once belived in fairy tale endings, but maybe they just won't happen.

Oh well.

I can only numb myself with work!
Speaking of work..I really hadn't done many of them the pass few weeks.ish.


Please, I beg you, before I get over it, don't rub it in.
Get away from me when you're supposed to even look at her face.Stay away.Please.

And, You'll be happy. =)

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