Sigh.
im dying already.i'm just wondering why am i still here.
im supposed to be banged down by cars by now.
this is so not fair.
i live pass a day like its a year.damn it.
why does the time go so slow?
specially those effin stupid stares.that treats you're invisible.
it sucks alot.basically,my whole world pretty much sucks now.or maybe it will suck even longer.forever.

it feels like tears bursting out again.

how can this be fair when im alone being emo and sulking and he is all jolly n happy?
You can talk to others for hours without even looking at me for once.That is soo damn not fair.
Why aren't you talking to me like you're used to it?
If i am about to be ditched, please tell me kays?
Me sleepin with that red lil doll every night makes me weep.
I don't know what are you thinking.I don't understand.I can't.
Was it supposed to be like this yea?

All that I tried didn't make you feel anything.
Maybe i don't matter anymore?
See.Im making wild guesses.This is what that runs through my mind the whole day long.
There are much more going through my mind whole day.I hate it.
I can't do anything than that.seesh.
Can you please remember...im a girl.I cry way more than you do.



*我的心变冷，你不闻不问;你的爱变冷，我不能过问。*

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