Move on; Where to?

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date: Monday, 26 January 2009
time:19:07

GOING OFF TO BANGKOK FOR SHOPPING~

Anyone who wants to come to my house take angpao de take note yea..
im only back on Saturday!
Come by then if you all want to.=p

WAHAHAHA~

Im going to

SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP!

I'll buy somethin for you guys IF i remember. LOLS. XD

I'm so high la!
Don't miss me too much yea! XD

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date: Tuesday, 20 January 2009
time:17:27

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR YEA~

WISH EVERYONE WILL GET ALOT OF ANGPAO'S~~

RESSESION.NONE OF MY BUISNESS.GIMME MY ANGPAO!=P

Huhu~ New Year le owh~

Will be gone for 4 days in Bangkok.

I want to see just how cold is 14 degrees in Bangkok.And LOL.Bangkok is 14 degrees celcius.

FEELING SUPER MUCH BETTER JUST COS' CNY IS COMING.=)

Live like you've never been alive before.

Laugh like you've never laugh before.

Love like you've never been hurt before.

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title: I'd hold on; but it hurts too much.
date: Tuesday, 13 January 2009
time:15:48

Sigh.
im dying already.i'm just wondering why am i still here.
im supposed to be banged down by cars by now.
this is so not fair.
i live pass a day like its a year.damn it.
why does the time go so slow?
specially those effin stupid stares.that treats you're invisible.
it sucks alot.basically,my whole world pretty much sucks now.or maybe it will suck even longer.forever.

it feels like tears bursting out again.

how can this be fair when im alone being emo and sulking and he is all jolly n happy?
You can talk to others for hours without even looking at me for once.That is soo damn not fair.
Why aren't you talking to me like you're used to it?
If i am about to be ditched, please tell me kays?
Me sleepin with that red lil doll every night makes me weep.
I don't know what are you thinking.I don't understand.I can't.
Was it supposed to be like this yea?

All that I tried didn't make you feel anything.
Maybe i don't matter anymore?
See.Im making wild guesses.This is what that runs through my mind the whole day long.
There are much more going through my mind whole day.I hate it.
I can't do anything than that.seesh.
Can you please remember...im a girl.I cry way more than you do.

*我的心变冷，你不闻不问;你的爱变冷，我不能过问。*

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date: Wednesday, 7 January 2009
time:17:50

Truly.Im sad.ish.

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title: IT'S KILLING ME.
date:
time:17:31

It's killing me.

Form 4 is crazy..Im going crazy.

Im imagining how would i die if this would go on.

Sad. and eff it.

School ends at 2.30pm from now on...ish

Tuitions are coming all my way...haih

I hv 12 subjects.seesh

The starting of the new year wasn't good for me..

Things that sulked me..made me a new me.

I don't think 2009 would be nice to me; but pls be nice to me...T.T

I scolded some people outside the dewan yesterday.

Hope you all don't mind yea.Im in a bad mood.

And for people who got scolded for nothing from me, sorry too.
Im just not myself now.If you see me with a sulky face, sorry yea.

Oh well.Hope that I would find the real vanessa back yea?

vanessa is now utterly sad.=(

I would die in form 4 is this continues.
Oh well.I shall be dead in form 4.

*i love my bed.but it just won't love be back.*

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date: Saturday, 3 January 2009
time:21:25

My bloggy is kinda dead for few days edy...So it's time to update edy..
Or not my bloggy will end up like adrian's.CPR oso no use.LOLS.

But i have nothing to blog about.
Had such a shitty day yesterday...WeiQing they all went to city square watch movie...
And I can' t go.How shitty.Sobb

School startin ler leh...I was quite excited about it at first..But then these few days maybe the weather sulked me down.It's been quite cloudy these few days i suppose...I didn't even know about the weather.Ish.This is Vanessa before school reopens.I was supposed to be all excited and happy kays..Haih.

Today morning I was HYPER.
But then after a while dunno what shit sulk me down again.
Damn.Eff lorh.
Maybe it was some weird respond from people.
Oh.Whatever.

These people are really hard to please.
Too Hyper cannot,TOO quiet also cannot.wth.
Haih.THIS did sulk me.
Can't you people just make up your mind and tell me what you want me to do?
This is ridiculous.Why am I following your orders anyway?
It's like automatic yea.
And it's not YOUR fault also.IT'S MINE.You tell me this and im so effin sulked.
Im ignorant and childish.DON'T LIKE?Please don't make me be ridiculous.
Just tell me.If I can't change.Live with it.

Neway,Any of you who don't understand what i'm blogging about..Sorry.
Im not good at writing.=)

Oh.Whatever.
I've stopped beliving long ago.=)

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