Ish.

So sad.So depressed.So emo.

wahaha.Im emo .



Im supposed to be excited about my b'day cause you we're going to buy me a bday present.

HAH. That present is not going to be mine anymore.

Afterall, you don't know me anymore.So why give me a present?Right?



My phone number would merely appear as some weird number you don't know on your phone.
This was what you did to the last girl.eh?
It's worse when I know how you're going to treat me.
I know so well.ugh.



I think I should cut my hair, change a name, and flee to some place that there is no possible anyone could find me.Too bad i can't do that.But cutting my hair and change a name, kinda possible for me.

I tought i was stronger.But i'm not.

I'm stubborn.I don't lose.
So do you.
That's why we both fell down.Really badly.

Oh well.
I really wish that i can fall down or hurt myself in whatever way that it was an accident.
And cause me to break my leg..hand or anything.
Then I'll have to put up a cast and not move for a week or so.
I'll be good as dead eh.
Let me try to play dead for a while.See whether am i suitable to be dead.
And I don't have to return to school until i'm supposed to.
And if i like it, I think I'll fall down more often.Unless somedody stops me to.
So i can always put on casts and play dead.

Anyway...Now i can only talk to my stuffed toys about my day and ask them questions.
They didn't respond me.Oh well.


All I want for Christmas is...Who?



*& when you're feeling empty, keep me in your memory.*


*Cause when a heart breaks; it doesn't break even.*

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